*studies for 2 minutes*
*studies for 2 minutes*
Ini persis dengan nasehat Bapak saya dari kecil kepada semua anak perempuannya. My Dad was a ‘thug’ back in his college day while my Mom was a girl next door slash an ‘honor roll student’. Sooo you could imagine, it’s not only boy meets girl scenario but also the brawn and the brain falling in love together and build a family together. I always picture their marriage as Thor and Jane Foster versus the realms *because vs the world is too mainstream*. Together with their combining power, kicking ass and kill all the villains :))
wooops nerd reference
Abusive Expectations - Makes impossible demands, requires constant attention, and constantly criticizes.
Aggressing - Name calling, accusing, blames, threatens or gives orders, and often disguised as a judgmental “I know best” or “helping” attitude.
Constant Chaos - Deliberately starts arguments with you or others. May treat you well in front of others, but changes when you’re alone.
Rejecting - Refusing to acknowledge a person’s value, worth or presence. Communicating that he or she is useless or inferior or devaluing his or her thoughts and feelings.
Denying - Denies personal needs (especially when need is greatest) with the intent of causing hurt or as punishment. Uses silent treatment as punishment. Denies certain events happened or things that were said. Denies your perceptions, memory and sanity by disallowing any viewpoints other than their own which causes self-doubt, confusion, and loss of self-esteem.
Degrading - Any behavior that diminishes the identity, worth or dignity of the person such as: name-calling, mocking, teasing, insulting, ridiculing,
Emotional Blackmail - Uses guilt, compassion, or fear to get what he or she wants.
Terrorizing - Inducing intense fear or terror in a person, by threats or coercion.
Invalidation - Attempts to distort your perception of the world by refusing to acknowledge your personal reality. Says that your emotions and perceptions aren’t real and shouldn’t be trusted.
Isolating - Reducing or restricting freedom and normal contact with others.
Corrupting - Convincing a person to accept and engage in illegal activities.
Exploiting - Using a person for advantage or profit.
Minimizing - A less extreme form of denial that trivializes something you’ve expressed as unimportant or inconsequential.
Unpredictable Responses - Gets angry and upset in a situation that would normally not warrant a response. You walk around on eggshells to avoid any unnecessary drama over innocent comments you make. Drastic mood swings and outbursts.
Gaslighting -A form of psychological abuse involving the manipulation of situations or events that cause a person to be confused or to doubt his perceptions and memories. Gaslighting causes victims to constantly second-guess themselves and wonder if they’re losing their minds.
The last one is a killer and very important.
Attack on Titan has taught me that no matter what the odds, no matter what stands in my way, if I have the right mindset, and fight with my mind and soul I will still most likely die.
petition to make young adult authors stop writing about girls whose lives change when they meet a boy
When she saw him time slowed to a stop. He was so perfect and she knew her life would never be the same because she had finally found him. The one. The first boy she would ever kill.
Those who discourage you citing your lack of #reality actually normally do so from their own lack of a #dream. Keep #dreaming! #leadership #dreams
I don’t mind being alone, I just hate feeling alone
The most accurate thing I’ve ever read
Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.
And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.
And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.
But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.
I’ve done two of them: fell in to someone I considered to be perfect and to someone that is exactly like me. And of course I failed on both. I don’t expect the third to be happened, and I don’t think it’s necessary.
and it’s precisely true that the people who care about me the most are the ones that I hurt, and the ones that hurt me are the ones that I needed the most.
and I did learn to respect every single person; what they believe, what they decide.
and I did feel that to be loved is one of the greatest feeling.
and most of all, I did learn to accept and let go of things.
it’s just that I have also learnt that moving on is a different thing and a lot harder. It’s not about letting go of the past, it’s about facing the fog of future. It’s about taking path, rebuilding pieces of dreams, gaining will; and encouragement; and determination; and go through.
And now, once again, I find my self lost.
I’m moving toward nowhere…
(damn, why am I reblogging this post anyway? it’s exactly a self-demotivational post, I’m sorry, guess I’m just not doing it well enough, I won’t find any strong will and determination if I can be demotivated this easily, haha…)
falling in love does not make us grow up, heartbreak does. so let’s hold our head high, comrade, we’ve grown up…←